Another one more day is going to be year 2009! This is my last post for year 2008. Just went back from church member’s gathering, suddenly found like i need to do something for my life since still got one more day to go before steps into a new year. Year 2008 was like my stress, unhappy year, i need to clear every single bad & wrong things that i did in 2008, i really tired of those stuffs. I hope i wont be carry-forward all the sadness, burdens to year 2009. I prayed that every mistakes wont be re-do in my life. New year coming… my studies- i need to catch-up and prepare well myself in a new semester. Challenges become stronger and stronger… everyone just like having a war, fighting for each other to become a better man. But… how about me? am i…? i cant be the one who only watching the war without moving forward no matter how serious the war is. Financial… hope that is not a problem for me in coming days… serious… My relation- i made up a decision that i need to clear everything… cupboards…letters…memories… everything that belongs to him, i shall give… i cant keep it anymore, the more i keep, the more i get hurt. It ’s good for both sides. What i can do is just pray that yours always in God’s guidance. You had Changed! hope that in a new year, change to be a person that belongs to God… ok. Love one another better than hates….
Flash back, what i want to improve in year 2008 was my relation with family. I did it! Although sometimes had arguements, but at least both sides understand each well. Year 2009 must be tough… but i believe LOVE can inter-log our relation. Lessons i need to learn in 2009 are PATIENT and FIRM… hard, i know! but time can proof everything… my foot-print going to be continued…. see u in 2009…. ♥
~ by joyce-gan87 on December 29, 2008.
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